complicated...

Do you know what I mean when I say that sometimes I don’t have any feelings or emotion? I’m not in a good mood, or bad mood. Neutral.

Sometimes, I just sit there by myself and think. I think about the things that happened in the past, what will happen in the future, and what could have happened. I think about a certain person, I think about what’s wrong with me and what’s wrong in my life, I think about how I can get myself out of this stage, I think about why I got here in the first place.

Also, I feel alone. The soothing sound of the midnight air doesn't seem to keep me company anymore. I just miss the days when life was simple and things weren't so complicated. I guess all of these are just part of growing up.

Whatever. I’m going to sleep. goodnight. GOD BLESS!