the fear in LOVE

I am scared to love you

I am scared to fall for you

cause' when I start to love you

when I start to fall for you

I'll love you not a word can say

I'll fall hard for you 

and when I do

I am scared to lose you ...

I've lose so many great people in my life

I've lose so many people that I love 

but not you. 

it is okay to lose all those people.

but not you. 

I just don't want to lose you.

may be you will not be mine forever

but I haven't ready yet.

not now

not today

not tomorrow 

I prefer to hurt you than losing you,

I prefer to lose myself than not being with you. 

do you know how much I scared to lose you ?

maybe I'd fall hard for you

maybe I'd love you more than I should

but being with you is too awesome

I always wanted to be with your 

it just me , afraid of everything.

cause' one wrong step , I could lose you forever.

I am sorry if I hurt you so much ,

but I rather be than losing you. 

yes. I sounded like a selfish ~

but it is a pain to lose you in the wrong way.

I just don't want it to be happen. 

sorry 

for being selfish ='(